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Vile

from Wages Of Fear by Ryan Loftus

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I am the worst of all.
They can’t hear me when I call.
Surrender to the hate I knew,
I maim and claw for my Vile flaw.

I can’t cope with this hate;
I turn to the beckoning blade.
Each breath is a dance with addiction,
One bloodied step from forgone remission.

I am the worst of all.
They can’t hear me when I call.
Surrender to the hate I knew,
I maim and claw for my Vile flaw.

I desire to purge and remove
The neurotic blood they had once transfused.
Called by the old timeless reflection,
The metallic desire awakens.

Cohorts from inside
**** and fuck the mind.
Trembling, the pain divides.
Suffering, I fall behind.

I am the worst of all.
They can’t hear me when I call.
Surrender to the hate I knew,
I maim and claw for my Vile flaw.

The paranoia claws its way through my core;
The burning seeps out of my pores.
The loathing of myself is greater than all hope.
I must now abandon illusions of control.

Coercive knowing vows to comfort me,
To wrap me in a crimson embrace.
Disgusted, hateful, and uncertain,
In a bloody salvation, I must now believe.

I slip the steel across the skin.
I try to stop; my will is thin.
The pain subsides, now, if for a while,
But then again, I feel so Vile.

Tomorrow comes, tomorrow goes,
Still I am all-alone
Trapped in the darkness I’ve
Come to call my home.

I don’t want this to end;
I just tried to make a stand.
Destiny I can see,
As my scars reclaim me.

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from Wages Of Fear, released September 8, 2017

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Ryan Loftus Bethlehem, Pennsylvania

From Pennsylvania, Ryan Loftus is a musician, songwriter, and producer performing in the styles of death metal, metalcore, folk rock and progressive metal. Ryan is also a writer and photographer.

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